Bad bad day today.
1st: Lost $10. I had $83, I gave $3 to BF, $15 to therapy, $5 at DnD, $9 to post office. I should have $51 left, but I have $41 left. Not making me happy.
2nd: In order to qualify for SSDI, I can't work for 5 months. At all. This includes me 4 hours a week at the Tarot Store. How the F*CK am I supposed to survive with NO INCOME for 5 months??? But here's the kicker: when I am approved for SSDI, I can work part time and earn up to $900 a month from a job. WTF??? So I may have to give up the tarot store, just when I am starting to build my own client base.
3rd: Holiday season. I like Christmas and Yule, but not the whol holiday season. I have seasonal depression, which means the short days and long nights makes me very depressed. Add to the the fact the I get depressed and feel alone (even with friends and family) during the holidays, and it gets even worse. Today is a Bah Humbug Day.
Bad F***ing Day
December 8th, 2008 at 08:27 pm
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I am so sorry about your work/SSDI situation. Doesn't make any sense to me at all. Take care of yourself! ((Hugs))
December 8th, 2008 at 09:05 pm 1228770305
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December 8th, 2008 at 11:01 pm 1228777273
Try to keep positive, Koppur... I am praying for good things to come your way.
December 8th, 2008 at 11:21 pm 1228778506
Does the store pay you on the books? Not an ethical situation - but it seems you only get paid if you do readings. Is there a way around this?
December 9th, 2008 at 01:13 am 1228785186
I hope by now you have found your mising $10. I hate it when I lose money.
Hang in there.
December 9th, 2008 at 03:42 am 1228794146
December 9th, 2008 at 06:25 am 1228803913
I think the holiday depression thing is quite common, but it could be the shorter days too. Hope you feel better soon.