I know this isn't financial, but I just had to get this out:
I dreampt of someone from my past last night. This isn't the first time I've dreampt of him, but it is the first time in about 2 years that the dream has made me miss him.
It's just waying on my mind. This is an old BF, and the last time I talked to him, there was a lot of awkardness and uncomfotableness between us. We tried to hang out a few times as friends after the break-up, but I always wanted more and he didn't. The friendship faded quickly. I haven't talking to him in over 2 years, and I haven't seen him in maybe 6 years or so.
It's just sticking to my mind and making me not want to do anything but sit here and reminice.
Just kinds wanted to get it out to see if I can let it go. Thanks for the ramble space.
Warning: Off-Topic Moping
December 4th, 2008 at 06:09 pm
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Everyone once in awhile people from the past do pop up in dreams (no exception with me either). The only consolation I have is that neither of my two previous boyfriends (I've been with DH since 18 - so its 22 years now) offered anything other than I have right now (both are married with 5 and 6 kids)!
December 4th, 2008 at 08:52 pm 1228423966
Thanks for the words of comfort everyone! *hugs*
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